I admit my mistakes and hold myself accountable

I got caught texting my ex yesterday. As part of accountability im supposed to post this  admission on facebook as thats the only way he said he will forgives me cuz secrets turn into monters in the darkness.  but I really dont want to so hopefully this will be acceptable. Im lucky to have a man who rides for me thru the past 11 months even tho I keep fucking up he forgives.me and leaves the proverbial light on for me to find my way home when Im in the darkness of my own mistakes.